LYRICS
TIME TO GO
I called you up
But I just got the busy tone
I wonder where you could be love
It's not with me
It's another night that you stayed out late
But tonight I'm not gonna wait
Time to go
You think that I'm blind but I see your lies
So try to hide
It's time that I say all my last goodbye's
A part of me doesn't wanna figure it out
Cause i know what your doin', what it's about
I don't want to know
Where you were this time
And I don't wanna think
Cause i know you wont be mine
So go have your fun, you know I will too
Cause I know it won't be with you
Time to go
You think that I'm blind but I see your lies
So try to hide
It's time that I say all my last goodbyes
So finally I'm here for me
Without the pain that you would bring
And time will pass like time again
I'll come to find you're not a friend
Time to go
You think that I'm blind but I see your lies
So try to hide
It's time that I say all my last goodbyes
AFTERLIFE
A life so twisted up
I'm searching in the dark for anyone above
But all I see are vicious eyes that stare me down
It's a nightmare, like I'm haunted by a ghost
But I know it's just a part of me
And I'll never let it go
It's inside of me
This possession of my soul
This time, it's something that I can't control
Watch it, devour my heart and soul
Good luck, there's nowhere left to run and hide
But you'll see me there, in the afterlife
I feel it creeping in
It's taking over me
Just like a sick disease
A grave I dug myself
And now I can't escape
It keeps infecting me
A virus inside out
As It rips out a part of me
Feel my body growing cold
It's inside of me
Feel the madness taking hold
This time, it's something that I can't control
Watch it, devour my heart and soul
Good luck, there's nowhere left to run and hide
But you'll see me there, in the afterlife
Slow motion seeing trails behind my feet
Heart beating and my mind just feels so weak
Theres no depth inside me
I know I can't complain
I see myself coming back to my body
This time, it's something that I can't control
Watch it, devour my heart and soul
Good luck, there's nowhere left to run and hide
But you'll see me there, in the afterlife
STARE AT THE SUN
I am the flood that will take down your down
and lose all control
I wouldn't need more
To feel like the winter and force on the cold
You wouldn't see it
But I wouldn't do that
Can anybody see, anybody hear me?
I'm sinking like a stone everybody fears me
Life passed me by again
I'll wait by the waters edge
Dive into the shallow end; sink like a stone
And stare at the sun from below
Painting a picture from old memories
But colors so strange like nothing I've seen
My imagination is bigger than me
I didn't see it
I wouldn't go back
Can anybody see anybody hear me
I'm sinking like a stone everybody fears me
Life passed me by again
I'll wait by the waters edge
Dive into the shallow end; sink like a stone
And stare at the sun from below
I'll break from the mold
And watch it unfold
And live like Im close to the end
And days without love
Will still be enough
I realized my life is so bare
Life passed me by again
I'll wait by the waters edge
Dive into the shallow end; sink like a stone
And stare at the sun from below
UNDER THE WEATHER
I know the secrets you keep
And think that we can still be together
I hear the way that you speak
You try to keep me under the weather
In the back of my mind I know
I abandoned my pride long ago
And I know you're not here to stay
I don't need to hear your words run away
Tell me this time that you're running away ohhh
Spare me your lies i don't want you to stay
Wide awake
Cause you bend me
You break me
And I've had enough
I believe
I am strong
I can be
Ohhh
I pretend its alright
And I know that it breaks my heart
It's a matter of time
When everything falls apart
You had me at "hello"
With those eyes I lose all control
And I know its not right
but not everything is black and white
I lie awake and think of the time
When you were always on my mind
I swore I was over all of this
But why does this feeling still exist?
Tell me this time that you're running away
Spare me your lies i don't want you to stay
You're breaking my mind into pieces again
Get out of my life I don't wanna pretend
NO REMORSE
Home bound
I'm living in a time warp
I came down struggling with my war
I need more misdirection for my brain
Waking/sleeping cycles day by day
Sometimes
I feel I'm going crazy
The worst kind
I've got too much on my mind
You are my escape for just a while
When I'm with you I just lose myself
But that's what you do for me
I run in circles and try to find just how I got this far
Without direction, I feel the time repeat with no remorse
So numb
I feel myself slip away
Daydreams of somewhere that I wanna be
Sinking deeper I can't take control
Minutes pass, it seems like hours gone
But that's what you do for me
Escape from reality
I run in circles and try to find just how I got this far
Without direction, I feel the time repeat with no remorse
I am so foolish to think I could live without this
I need you here with me
You need to be my escape
I run in circles and try to find just how I got this far
Without direction, I feel the time repeat with no remorse
ALONE
Another year so dissatisfied
It's not a fight if my hands are tied
I feel the sparks rushing over me
So many days, I've been waiting these
How can I feel if this is so unreal
It's like a never ending nightmare
And I'm just a girl in a imagined world
Without a way that I can fight fair
Hope is gone
I lost my mind long ago
That's what I'm searching for
So leave my heart all alone
I can't handle this
I'm all messed up and now I'm all alone
I'm looking through my old photographs
I feel so sad that I wanna laugh
Remember pain and apologies
And how they never meant enough to me
What do I expect if I was just a wreck
And you just ran away from our love
Can you believe that I still question why
Like it was you with the power
All is gone
But time still moves along
I lost my mind long ago
That's what I'm searching for
So leave my heart all alone
I can't handle this
I'm all messed up and now I'm all alone
There's no way back, I'm not coming home
I know that you can't believe it
But baby I can't stay here
I know that I broke a promise
But what's a promise if it doesn't mean a thing to me
I lost my mind long ago
That's what I'm searching for
So leave my heart all alone
I can't handle this
I'm all messed up and now I'm all alone
There's no way back, I'm not coming home
